Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things often get better on their own, and what you thought was bad really wasn't that bad after all. Being broke is much like being a high school kid with your future wide ahead of you. It's only temporary.
I've been broke. It makes for a great origin story. Food tastes better when I'm hungry. Stay hungry for more. Focus on the future. Appreciate what you have and what you might have.