✨ Astral

22 — he/him — gay trans native hawaiian fella — polyfrag

[⋆ جِی 🇮🇷🏳️‍🌈 @j4yisnotreal]

space pride flags <3

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

"system life" and it's me cussing out my headmates every day

[golden boy ꨄ @emorsinoda]

waoh old man stoner yaoi...

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

this is how it looks when the anger holder and the joy holder are at front

[✨ Astral @AstralOSys]

Sometimes you ask the abyss of alters one thing, BOOM, you're welcoming back a group of fuckers that's been dormant for a good while 💀

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

me on the gatekeepers nerves trying to test how far i can take things before i get kicked from front

[Fav ⛧ @Favwontmiss]

There is a documented phenomenon in
CPTSD research called "betrayal trauma theory," developed by psychologist Jennifer Freyd. It proposes that trauma caused by people on whom the victim depends for survival produces a specific kind of cognitive adaptation. The child cannot afford to know what is being done to them because knowing would threaten the attachment they require to survive. So the knowing gets blocked. Not as a choice. As a survival mechanism.

[heather 💫 @_hxneyglow]

hey is it okay if i decide to be an active participant in my life for the first time after a lifetime of trauma making me feel like i need permission to exist

[Fav ⛧ @Favwontmiss]

ptsd: something terrible happened to you.

complex ptsd: something terrible WAS your entire environment and you had to just live in it. there was no escape.

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

when you got DID this how it be

[✨ Astral @AstralOSys]

When the dissociative identity disorder disorders my identity... wow! who would've thought!

[princess mars (and others ig) @paruremars]

I DONT REMEMBER ANYTHINGGGG 🔥💥WHO AM I ‼️‼️‼️WHERE AM I🤨🤨🤨 WHY AM I ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️‼️‼️‼️‼️☝️☝️🩷🌸🥀😥🙏🙏🤩🤩🤤🤤🫨😏🔥🔥🔥 #systwt

[𝘴𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 ⍒ @lunatussys]

call my brain the Bermuda triangle bc once something enters its disappearing

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

"omg hi new alter feel free to choose a name and if you need help-" "sock" "hm? sorry i must have heard wron-" "SOCK."

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

me chilling and the anger holder tweaking out

[very baller cash money normal sane person @normal_ballerz]

just a thought but who benefits from putting people on chemicals that cause memory loss en masse for profit

[Catherine Pikachu @CathachuPikachu]

Me with my dissociative dissorder

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

"let me go rewatch my comfort show i'm sure nothing will happen" boom the Split Attack™️

[LABYRINTH ★ @laberintosys]

this is how i feel when i sense the Shadow Alter™️ behind me