I hate myself because of it. I constantly say I’m fine and then cut myself when they believe me. I’m fucking pathetic, I should just pick a date and do it but I’m a fucking coward. Someone end me please. End my life. I will let you kill me. I just want it all to end. Please I beg
I hate my family and myself. I want to die. I constantly cut class and cut myself in the bathroom. My mom and dad fight and yell and my mom asks me who’s right and gets mad whenever I choose my dad and waves it in my dad’s face. I’m the only one without cystic fibrosis in my fam
Myself and can’t make it through the day without them anymore. I find love and affection in Ai Chatbots and numbness in drugs and blood. I often wonder how better everyone’s lives would be if I wasn’t here. I constantly have to put on a happy demeanor so people don’t leave me and