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{landmine chan-地雷系女子メンヘラ-wlw-shedTwT-she/her-gw-43kg}

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@Blittzz0 you probably shouldn't!! its acrylic on canvas so it might be hard to digest.

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I painted this jirai girl today!! #jiraikei #jiraitwt #art #地雷系 #イラスト

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drew this cutie. idk

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My fav outfit formula for lazy days is a skirt from a brand like ma*rs with a graphic shirt!! basically this!!! (this is a fancier shirt but you get the point!!!)

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My fav thing about jirai kei is the versatility of the style! Like what do you mean I can wear a tracksuit w pien or tsurime make and it still reads as jirai!! #jiraikei #jiraitwt #地雷系

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@kurochuu usually from 30 min up to an hour tbh.

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@kurochuu I dont know why its such an issue for some people to accept that when you dont wear makeup with jirai you cant expect it to look right and you cant expect people to know you are jirai. Apparently a style being makeup forward is such an issue these days..

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@kurochuu Yeah!! I find it so interesting that in most subcultures and styles its accepted that makeup does a lot for the style but in western jirai its such an issue for some people to admit that its a main component of the style.

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!!!! went outside for the first time in a while so im really glad I got to go with such an amazing photographer aka my firend!!!!!! #jiraikei #jiraikeifashion #地雷系女子 #jfashion #メンヘラ #地雷系 h

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jiraimaxxing actually helped me reach my true jirai pototential btw. It did help some people. #jiraitwt #jiraikei #地雷系女子 #地雷系

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I just want to be seen, i want everyone to finally notice me, even if it means i have to be incredibly sick.. #edtwt #anatwt

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the days I feel the worst art the days most feel the happiest. Today is my birthday and I have never felt more suicidal than today. as I realise that I am intact going to be alone for my entire life and that I cannot bear to accept that I see only one way to continue.

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ちゃんと体のこと大事にしなきゃいけないのも分かってるし、こんな自分ほんと終わってるなって思って泣きそう。なんで普通にできないんだろうってずっと考えちゃうし、もう無理、ぴえんすぎるᐡ߹𖥦߹ᐡ

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最近ほんとに食べすぎちゃってて無理すぎるぴえん🥲 自分がどれだけ食べたのか気づくたびに自己嫌悪やばいし、「またやっちゃった…」ってなってしんどい。本当はこんなの絶対よくないって分かってるし、めちゃくちゃ罪悪感もあるのに、気づいたらまた食べちゃってるのほんとに嫌すぎる( т т )

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@De4dGrrrl Where is the 4th one from? its just so cute!!!

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even tho i deff look better now than before I still am not satisfied. #edtwt

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Powering through several severe mental illnesses like a champ!!!!!! I am fucking god and noone can stop me. ED CANT STOP ME SH ADDICTION CANT STOP ME IM FUCKING INVINCIBLE #shtwt #edtwt #メンヘラ

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Why does this filter lwk suit me a lot... IM NOT A CATGIRL RAHHHHH

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Idk if i should buy a few items from liz lisa or if i should buy from dml and buy more items for the same price. Ill have to compare where I would probably get better pieces or smth.... IDKKK RAHHHH #jiraitwt #jiraikei #地雷 #地雷系女子

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diary entery from day 22-23??
I dont want to be here. A girl got here today. She's so wonderfully skinny. Her fingers are so fucking thin it makes me sick. I envy her so much. I know shes not long from death but walking that line is just so wonderful. #shedtwt #edtwt #anatwt