He told me I could lose weight and as I was losing weight I could use his attraction to me as a progress bar so to speak on how good in doing. I'm devastated. I've had the weight loss surgery and have lost just nearly 100 pounds since we first met in person but I still struggle.
There, still on the ground, I saw him. His body wasn’t mangled or missing as some of the other boys, rather frozen and warm despite a hole in his chest.