@FatedForAzkaban โ stroke the side of his face. Her childโs father. She still couldnโt quite believe it. Couldnโt believe how far theyโve come.
โServes you right; you shouldโve stuck with blondes,โ she replied playfully.
See, the plan was never really sustainable.
She succeeded at avoiding him ages ago, but that was way before they started seeing each other. Before they started living together.
The house is big, but itโs not that big. And, most importantly, sheโs started to โ
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@FatedForAzkaban โI donโt know what I thought,โ she admitted in all honesty. โI had so many awful things in mind; I shouldโve just told you the moment I knew and let you react, instead of me imagining terrible scenario after terrible scenario in my head.โ She brought her hand up to lightly โ
@FatedForAzkaban โ weeks now. I know itโs wrong, but I didnโt know how youโd react and I practiced so many times in my head, but the words came out messily anyway.
I hope the kidโs not ginger,โ she said finally as she hid her face, with a soft laugh that was betrayed by a little sniffle.
@FatedForAzkaban His words almost made her tear up, but also brought her back to the here and now. They had a child, their child, and with Pyxis theyโll be a family.
โAnd I love you,โ she said, her arms now finding their way towards him again in an embrace. โFull disclosure, Iโve known for โ
@FatedForAzkaban โ very idea out the window when you came back. We have Pyxis and itโs awful out there and...
Sirius, Iโm not good with children. Not the tiny ones anyway. I used to cheat a lot when we were babysitting Harry. And, if you think about it, you and me combined in one person?โ
@FatedForAzkaban She tried to avoid his eye for a bit, terrified of what the outcome of this would be. He could reject them, throw them out, but she knew that was just the dramatics talking.
โIโm scared,โ she admitted softly. โI never thoughtโ I mean, I did before, but I honestly threw the โ
@FatedForAzkaban โ happens anyway, I should know, Iโm a bloody healer. Heaven knows how many pregnant patients Iโve had,โ she rambled on, quite in annoyance.
โBut Iโm keeping them. The child. Iโm keeping the child whether you want them or not.โ
Merlin, she wasnโt even sure she made her point.
@FatedForAzkaban โ you canโt lose your mind. Because Iโm pretty sure Iโm about to lose mine.
And you have to know this was never deliberate. Of course not. Itโs of the most terrible timing; thereโs a war, and I donโt even know if you want this and I was careful the whole time, but this stuff โ
@FatedForAzkaban โ cooperates with her on this little... โprojectโ of theirs he doesnโt know shit about.
Heโd be no use dead. She hasnโt even had the guts to tell him the truth yet.
@FatedForAzkaban โNo. Well, except if youโre still insisting to go on the last suicide mission they discussed in the Order meeting,โ she looked up at him, an eyebrow raised in question. โI donโt remember it much; I wasnโt really listening. But thatโs a no.โ
Honestly, why canโt he just โ
โ have to talk, right? This was fine. She didnโt have to say anything if he wasnโt going to ask anything.
And, if he did...
Well. She didnโt plan that far ahead.
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โ miss him. A lot. Even when heโs just there and she sees him everyday. Itโs the hormones, really.
So, before she talked herself out of it, she searched for Sirius in the house and, upon finding him, practically attached herself to his side.
They didnโt โ
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โHappy birthday, my love. I declare this entire week โbirthday week,โ which means nothing but birthday cakes and birthday suits. Youโre welcome.โ
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@RobTheGinger @brennalatz @Rubeus___Hagrid || Oh my gosh Iโm super late to this but aaah meeting you guys and writing all sorts of weird stuff with you got me through some of the toughest times Iโve had so Iโll always be thankful for you guys ๐๐
I think @FatedForAzkaban needs to pay more attention to my mannerisms. Obviously, if I start avoiding him, that means I need him close to me at all times. Do I have to explain everything around here?
I know Remus was trying very hard today not to tell me to my face how moody Iโve become. I heard him mutter under his breath.
I donโt know what heโs talking about. Iโve always been moody. @FatedForAzkaban can attest to this.
Iโm at that stage where Iโm moody and annoyed all the time and I really just want to be left alone to eat everything I want.
This is great! My โboyfriendโ will leave me in no time even if the Ministry is chasing him.