Weltenbummlerin des Sol-Systems, jenseits der dunklen Seite des Mondes | Sol-system world laggard from beyond moon's dark side | {Cheers from the Void}
No loving and caring being wants that you put your faith over your own health and freedom (incl. happiness).
Otherwise there could be no faith & trust in first place because you would be fanatic, ignorant or dead.
The good ones want you to be in best shape. Remember that.
@Epislicky@theblackvault@SandiaWisdom The only beings I love to have a deeper connection with is my soulfamily.
I reject everyone else (for sanity and health). I had slightly intimate telepathy with my ex-wife... by years of living together. It's only me and my soulfamily now, no one else!
Someday, sometime, I'll leave this planet. Humans will never molest me again and I will heal from this. The cruel journey will come to an end. I will be happy with my soul family, forever, happy, lucky, in peace, welfare and tranquility.
Tricky, to not transfer past mistakes into future projects but it's do-able. Openness to learn from within and patience with the own self is important. Calm and stable, communication helps to focus. Eating (healthy), drinking (water), brakes, sleep and uphold morale strengthens.
@Jhanakaruna Tell me who has afantasia because of traumata. Wow. I can only visualize by making AI pictures and writing texts. If I try to really visualize I'm 90% sure I will visualize an atomic bomb exploding. It's the most easy, just light and wrrrrooosh. Only my family goddesses survive.
@9chabard When does it finally support me fully and throws away all the stress I have in mind and let me forget about all bad and unworthy people I encountered. I feel so alone.
I hope the beings which have hindered my creation process die out and all their influence, too. If I'm a universe I scream for repairment. I scream for privacy and none of those old stuff shall ever benefit from the works and wonders of my soul family. I hate humans.