I learned a lot from this relationship. I discovered myself more. I'm growing. But, there are times I wished to go back to that exact moment where I was pouring my heart out to God- to elaborate the kind of person I wanna be with. No regrets though, just silent wishes ๐
I also have a boyfriend na ๐. We're together for almost 2 years. He's a good guy. A very loving, sweet, understanding, and hardworking person. Thank you God ๐
P.s
What an update ๐
It's peaceful. The environment is really helping me on my healing. I'm not gonna lie though, I still think of my old univ. I started there. More than 8 yrs of adventure, knowledge, growth, tears, & living. I'll surely miss where I came from, but, I am happy where I am ๐.
Hi, it's been so long. I'm on my 4th yr now โบ๏ธ. Though, I am not graduating yet. I still have maybe 5-6 subjects to be taken next year for 2 semesters. Oh! I transferred to another university. Not my ideal, but I love studying there. I've always wanted to leave my comfort zone.
I should have welcomed and accepted their wishes as a blessing. My dream is straying far. I don't think I will ever move on from all the regrets and failures.
When I was still starting my law school journey, I often repudiate claims of people telling me that I will pass the bar at first take; that I will become a lawyer. Mainly because I feel awkward & embarrassed of how they looked up on me. Now, I regret how I rejected their claims.