Happy 24th birthday to myself 🎂 A little summary of my experience as a fan:
1. I fell in love with two wonderful people. #Fay_riezz#maywyda#FayMay The more I learn about their past, the more I realize how amazing they are. You can feel their sincerity just by looking into their eyes. I've gained so many precious memories with them. Every time we talk, it never feels like enough — even though we don't really say anything substantial. Just hearing their voices makes me happy (the downside is I often forget to control my facial expressions because I'm too happy 🤣). I hope they get more and more work opportunities so we can meet more often — even though I always call them "my children," they're actually P'Fay and P'May 🤣.
2. This year, I experienced my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd offline fan events 😂. Before this, no matter how much I liked someone, I was always just a screen fan. This year was the first time I truly understood what it means to "live on love" — I learned that people can actually go without sleep and food. I also traveled abroad for the first time. I never imagined my first time would be at such a time and under such circumstances. Looking back, I'm still amazed that I actually went. I explored new possibilities in life, created the most unforgettable memories, and fell in love with this city.
3. I met so many interesting friends — we talk endlessly every day. We share memories of the couple, laugh about embarrassing moments in front of them (this competition has no winners 🤣), and talk about life. Whenever we get together, I feel so happy. But everyone's interactions with FayMay are so fun that I feel pressured to keep up — learning to be more interesting is going to be my lifelong challenge.
4. My attitude toward life has changed. I used to think "good enough" was fine — no real drive for work or life. But this year, I feel like I want to cherish my youth more, pursue happiness, and truly live as myself.
Thank you to FayMay and my friends for the birthday wishes in Bangkok last month 🥹. Being able to meet everyone has been such a blessing. I'm ready and waiting for our next meeting.