@SoooAudrey When the world and its weight crushes you, the best thing I've found is to focus on one tiny little piece. Something easy. "Today I'll do the dishes."
Celebrate even the little successes, for when they build together over time, you find your little wins have become big.
@SoooAudrey Even if it was just about color theory, yes. I enjoy looking at visuals that combine beauty with red + black. Red + black are a long-time combo that will never die.
@SoooAudrey That's a quick block and throw over the shoulder. They're clearly not going to contribute anything positive, so cut them off from access.
Don't worry about it, Audrey. Anyone even slightly successful will be hated by the losers that want their success.
@SoooAudrey When I was younger, I could tense up the muscles in my head to bring my ears back... and then I could hear monitors and computers from hundreds of feet away.
I imagine if you could hear ALL the signals, you'd be overwhelmed quickly.
@SoooAudrey Were I a rich man, I would find it quite easy to support you as you figured out life and what you'd want to do as your life continued.
I'm glad you've found support around you.
@SoooAudrey Sounds normal, sadly, especially around COVID season/flu season.
The best way to make it more survivable is to take immune boosters like echinacea tea, zinc, and vitamin c. Oranges + zinc gummies at least make any sickness you catch fade much faster.