AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸)

🌸Hello! struggling to exist but im here with purpose hopefully.~

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

I’ve been very out of mentally and drawing has been horrible to do. I’d appreciate if yall could give me something to draw (preferably fem). I may or may not post it but I just need to make it through this block and break it. (I don’t really have fav characters). Tysm!~

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

It’s raining I’ve lost so much to the same things I don’t want to be hurt anymore. Everything is temporary and I’m glad that is possible for me as a human. Rain is good luck embrace it.

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I lasted half the year….idk if I can do the other half. But hey I’m done crying for now yay! Now I’m sleepy enough to sleep. Hopefully I don’t wake up with maximum anxiety or wake up crying. Anyway goodnight hope tomorrow won’t happen. I was born L existence

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Ngl I’m spiraling so hard rn I don’t want to sleep even though I’m so tired. I’m literally an issue to everything. I went from 2 to 6 medications in 7 months. My depression has been so horrible. 7+ months of this. I’m not far from hitting 100% crazy.

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Idky I can’t let go idky I still cry. 7 months have been so horrrible. The content mental fatigue. The 2 days of normalcy sometimes 1 then I’m back on the spiral of I lost everything my ex won and I should just off myself

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I dream usually when I’m just mentally ill and I keep having dreams about us making up and holding hands as friends I love my friends so much. But they decided that my abusive ex was so much better.

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I try so hard to be a good decent friend I’m never enough

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

I cant do it man I can’t. I really can’t I’m so desperate to stop feeling miserable and anxious all the time. I wish someone would make my mental health wound go away. And I don’t mean being friends I mean come beat me with something so I can be physically hurt so I can forget

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I cry almost everyday because of this dumb shit no one usually know what to say. IM A PROBLEM I WANT TO GIVE UP SO SOMEONE ELSE CAN BE HERE. I’m not worth it. im not ill never be worth it I will never be someone is satisfied with. Someone take me out im begging at this point

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

I lose so much and they lose so little I’m worth shit or nothing

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

Can’t stop being me sadly I’m hurting so bad right now

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

I can’t stop hating myself I can’t stop thinking of everything that’s happened I can stop thinking about my worth my ocd is getting worse by the minute my anxiety is getting worse by the minute the more time I’m here the more time I think but I have to I haven’t resolved it.

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

Sorry if this is like a crappy request 😭

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

I’ve been very out of mentally and drawing has been horrible to do. I’d appreciate if yall could give me something to draw (preferably fem). I may or may not post it but I just need to make it through this block and break it. (I don’t really have fav characters). Tysm!~

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

@fps_gohan Aye main what can I say main just tryna let you live out your dreams main. You gotta do what cha gotta do main you know what I mean main?

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

To clarify this is ONE of my favorite songs I appreciate it for what it is and it’s just beautiful.

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https://t.co/5XorRznQGW her reaction is everything 😭 she literally has the best reactions and insight on things…i knew the what the song meant but she explained it better than i could. Dude i literally didn’t like this song at first but lyrics man they’re eye opening.

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@NeonParadice 🫡Thank you captain

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

Dude I wish I could make an impact like Sleep Token. They mean so much to me (the music they create) and I wish I could make an impact like them that they did for me.

[AuroraIsRory(OVO🌸) @AuroraIsRory]

@NeonParadice You're so right. Just wish I knew how to reach peoples hearts. Doesn't even have to be a lot of people. I just want one person to see how I feel and feel how they feel looking into the art i create. Also idk how to convey how i feel well so PRACTICE TIME! 🌸