Josie😘

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I pretty much just shitpost
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[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

I am not defined by my emotions or my past, I am defined by how I learn, grow, and create my future

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

1 year sober ☺️ a much needed break and reset. Mentally, physically, and financially.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Over 4 months sober and honestly my physical health hasn't felt this good in a long time.

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@Suzierizzo1 Well he said it best

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Do you remember when you joined X? I didnt! #MyXAnniversary
13 years is wild

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Not me and david cleaning his room and finding over $90 in winning scratch offs 😭😭 glad I decided to check all of them

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

I have never been so grateful for a significant other. Genuinely this man is saving me right now.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

This pain is unbearable, I wouldn't wish this on anyone

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Nah that's just you bb

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

I hate you for ruining this entire experience for me always. You follow me. I just want to exist. Annoying.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Damn dude i am so atrociously sick this is miserable.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

It hurts that the holiday that used to mean so much to me just doesn't feel like that anymore. It instead reminds me of everyone that won't get to experience it with me.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Mind you "normal" is relative of course. But I was always a lover. I had nothing but hope and faith in "love". And now I just feel hurt and fear of more loss and pain. It's such a weird feeling that I don't know if I'll ever adjust to, I only hope I will heal.

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Being emotionally unavailable has been one of the most foreign and odd feelings. The extreme feelings I've had in the past just seem impossible to obtain. I just want to stop being numb to positive emotions, and stop numbing myself from the negative. I wish to be "normal" again.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

I appreciate my friends so much. They've been here through some really bad times and I just don't know how I would get through without them at all, honestly. I'm really grateful for my support system. The past year has been incredibly difficult and they just stay... thank you ♡

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

I love my dog so much, like I genuinely think he's saved my life several times.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Bad news bears

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Midnight on a random Thursday and all I can think of is getting a bunch of friends and buying and living in a school. I don't make sense and never will

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

4th death of 2024, 2 being family. I'm so over all of this. Rest in peace uncle Steve, you are missed already and forever will be.

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Love making random last minute decisions 2 days before and having friends that will full send with me

[Josie😘 @AwkwardJosie]

Stop because I'm so excited I'm omw to see say anything in grand rapids tonight