best girlfriend l've ever had, and time with my father. I made a lot of bad judgment calls and poor choices for the last 5 months (dec-april). Since May 2nd, l've been cleaning out my house, and fixing up my life. I really like where I'm at right now. I love myself again, and I
returning to myself since Dec 28th. It has been a long and stressful road. For the last three weeks l've been who I remember myself to be. I'm sorry to anyone I hurt while I was healing. This process has cost me to leave two great jobs, the loss of the best relationship with the
divorce. For several months, from Nov 20th 2025 until May 2nd 2026, I was out of character and wasn't living up to my own standards/principles. I somehow reverted to who I was when I was 25 years old. Since I filed for my divorce I wasn't acting like myself. I've been working on
To everyone,
I've been a very specific and intentional person since I was 33 until I was 44. Since regaining my mobility and my ability to walk back after diabetic muscle loss and a 14A1C. From being a personal trainer, through my marriage, to being a car salesman, up until my