Dead@27

Im not as good of a person as I portray. Human Connection Avoidant

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

-Intro to #edtwt #shtwt #suicidetwt #shedtwt #988twt

Axl | 23 | Not new. Just new acc

5’7” | Cw: 117lbs | Gw: 93 | Lw: 100

I like music and art. I mostly am just looking for people who understand and support I guess. Normal Dni rules & 18+

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Sometimes I wish everyone hated the sound of voices the way I did. We don’t have to say everything we see. We can sit in silence.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

@faeysrelapse A desire to take up less space. Be less obvious in a room. And a strong need to be in control of something

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Just stopped a binge by taking a massive drink of straight pure apple cider vinegar

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

110 by Halloween. 110 by Halloween. I will be confident enough to go out

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Start all over again ig

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

I’ve been having trouble fasting 24 hours but I need to get back on track for October.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

629 cals eaten, 486 burned.. decent start.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Finally October

Goal is to drop 5.5 lbs by Halloween. Lost 10lbs last month and it gained a little too much attention so I’m going easy this month but still reach low bmi 16

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

I hate being so self aware. Im so aware of all my problems. All my habits. The way my mind works around things. I see what I need to do. I understand how to fix myself. I just don’t do it. I’m so desperate for self control. I’m so tired. I don’t want to keep doing this.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

It’s food and water weight.. I’m in control. Food and water weight. Control..

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

One of these days it’ll be as simple as I lost my headphones. I can’t find my shoes. the shampoo and conditioner ran out at the same time. It may be episodes. It may be inevitable there’s an up after the down. But it only takes one episode not taken seriously. check on ur friends

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

So why don’t I look it bro.. anyways. Finally made it

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

I wished I took more arm check pics when I weighed more because I’m convinced they haven’t changed

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

I just need the control.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Wasn’t gonna work out tonight but after seeing last nights post workout body check after I was not bloated for once.. give me 15 minutes

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

@Jay_isonline Hopefully the lax and coffee come after the workout.. otherwise I wish you the best

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Damage control time for the last half week. :/

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

@v4mp_meow Mmm.. if I remember it was in the Halloween section of a local grocery store.

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

Red velvet cake getting in the Halloween spirit

[Dead@27 @Axls_W4st3d]

@Jay_isonline Noted- imma look into it