aya 🍓🐰

Phys/Men Disabled / AKITO WHALE / NB Strawbunny 18+ | VTuber | EN/JP OK | ママ: @chocola_vt & @hinamamenana | pfp/banner: @pinkytsu |

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

im aya usagi, a strawbunny vtuber! dahlia is debuting this week!!!!!!!!!!!!
twitch: https://t.co/Ry9BtIxXk2
discord: https://t.co/VShDnmx6bB
throne: https://t.co/JCH8tT5utH
kofi: https://t.co/RK4LCSwl5h

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

i miss nijisanjien so bad because what am i doing right now :( happier times

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

i’m not sure if i will exist only in your memories, or if i will live in your future, but i want you to know that every day, despite my disappearances and claims that i am trying to find it in me to stream, your existences have and will always exist in my present.

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

i’ve been dreading coming on this account or checking my server because of the people on this platform and when i tell you this was the first post on my explorer after tweeting this 💀 it’s unrealistic to have a space free of abuse but this is my point https://t.co/9atJcEixCn

[POKO 🐡⛓️ | Pufferfish Bossu @PokoPokyu]

Oh so she shames fan merch artists AND she’s racist, got it! 🤩

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

friends in my dms telling me how my “success” eclipsed theirs and therefore they wanted to kill themselves because of me, things that made me cancel streams frequently and stunt my own growth out of feeling like my own enjoyment and happiness wasn’t worth it. i loved this (3/4)

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

space so much. i love everyone who has been my friend, my long term viewers, and who has held faith in me despite this long hiatus. but i am truly too scared to try and have fun streaming anymore. every time i try i feel physically sick, and i wish i knew how to be normal again

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

clicking start stream again every time. this was genuinely such an innocent passion of mine, and i keep trying to go back to it but everyone’s masks keep coming off. i remember my first week here when a pedophile told me they would rape me and a bunch of kids. i remember (2/4)

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

all of the abuse i’ve endured on this platform is consistently what prevents me from returning. starting at fresh 18 i can’t begin to explain how frequent the harassment was and this cesspool of people who hide behind uwu models and sexy men to abuse others stops me from (1/4)

[Uki Violeta 🔮🌌 NIJISANJI EN @uki_violeta]

"No matter the outcome, we keep pushing forward with love, resilience, and a vision for a world where everyone is seen, heard, and valued." 💜

[bint ♨️🐧 @NBinted]

People outside the VTuber community finding out about the things we let off the hook and immediately being horrified is the least surprising thing ever lmao

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

@Camx244 funny story my management suddenly changed and now i have no way to pay my bills

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

giggling because every time i’m like this is great i can finally get back into my routine something life altering happens. like why am i about to get evicted

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

I just received MOONBEEKI Cat Paw Cushion Chair Comfy Kawaii Chair Plush Seat Cushions Shape Lazy Pillow for Gamer Chair 28"x 24" Cozy Floor Cute Seat Kawaii for Girl Gift, Dining Room Bedroo from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you! https://t.co/JJthiiMlL4 #Wishlist #Throne

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

would chat forgive me if i did actually stream yakuza this week or next week and pretend like nothing ever happened or is that too cringe

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

false is like the vtuber version of keemstar

[bubbletea🧋 @bubbleteacore]

maybe its because english speaking people don't talk like google translate and they wanna read an actual dialogue that sounds human.

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

I just received GeekShare Cat Paw PS5 Controller Skin Anti-Slip Silicone Skin Protective Cover Case for Playstation 5 DualSense Wireless Controller (Pink) - Pink from xnblue via Throne. Thank you! https://t.co/JJthiiMlL4 #Wishlist #Throne

[bint ♨️🐧 @NBinted]

What could Shondo have possibly done to deserve to be banned?

[kaiyo @puppyexorcist]

acting like this for getting banned from a discord server is so unserious.

u spend your time on twitter be a hateful vtweeter but easily get upset over a ban LMAOO

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

ffxiv is crazy because you complete one fucking quest and then…

[aya 🍓🐰 @AyaUsagiEN]

@NBinted ur a monarch i fear