here goes nothin, there’s a knot in my stomach so tight i could vomit right now, but if i manage this ill forever be free, which hopefully i will. that being said thanks for everything ig! good chance i fuck this up tho and have to walk back like a sopping wet dog but whatev ig
pathetic. my only family I used to have joked and laughed and gleed over how I'll kill myself one day soon so why should they bother helping me have a future. and now once I die my corpse will only be found because I didn't pay rent on time.
@Erisalyoshy the reddit trans girl will be told she’s “heckin valid” forever until she’s like 40 without meds, at which point she’ll get dosed like 0.1mg orally by her endo once a month 😭 ppl will look you dead in the eyes and try convincing you 4chan is worse
@geniusoftakwin lowk goals too, if some angel or fairy comes and blesses me with perseverance that’d be such an ideal body honestly, i want to absolutely ruin one arm and have the other be totes clean idk, have a body posted on thinspo threads or whatev ygm
it actually sucks so bad that being a man with an ed just makes you a repulsive hairy skeleton whilst if i was a cis woman id atleast have a chance at looking alright, im actually so done with this shitty body i’ve ruined it beyond saving
if i was dead
i wouldn't care about my body
i wouldn't worry about the future
i wouldn't feel guilty for not living up to my age
i wouldn't need to lie anymore
i wouldn't need anyone to like me
i wouldn't cry
i wouldn't love
i wouldn't grow up
i wouldn't be alone