Shea

I post my depressing sht here cause my friends won’t look but if they didn’t I’m kind of screwed.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

I know I can’t just say I’m depressed. But everyone I catch myself smiling or having fun. I become my biggest hater until that nice feeling fades away

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

I always have the idea that if I ever reach out to a friend, they see my notification and immediately want to ignore me or wish I would message someone else

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

I hate that I always feel like I’m being the asshole to people when in reality I’m trying my best to make sure that aren’t getting sucked into my bullshit

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

Woke up at 6 in the morning. Responded to a message that was send an hour before. Then proceeded to have a conversation till about 7-8 am almost fucking everything up. Yet still manage to get away before it got worse. I don’t know how I keep letting this happen.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

If my life’s credits scene was to happen right now.
It wouldn’t be a happy ending at all.
However i would be happy that it finally fkn happened.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

If only she knew…
Only issue if she did, I’d lose everything
Highest risk, guaranteed no reward

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

Just met her
Friended her
Talking more
Starts getting closer
start getting more attracted
Panics
Deflects and distances

Story of my life because I don’t want to ruin what I got.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

I just ruin everything

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

Speaking to them hurts every time. I start finding myself slowly catching feelings however that would only ruin things. So once I catch it, I start going back to being more blunt and distant so they don’t catch on.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

Ever just say the completely wrong thing and just think, why the fuck do I even speak?

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

One of the worse feeling is fucking up and being in the wrong completely, yet the person who was affected forgives you. Feel twice as shitty that I done wrong and not receiving for it.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

I came to realized that I always try to comfort people whenever they are going through a bad time just to see they are in a better mood. However throughout my life I noticed that I have never actually been comforted throughout my struggles but usually feel worse when I reach out.

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

While it does feel nice to have time and space away from people, it really does suck knowing that I am no one’s first option and more than likely not even their second.

[emi ⭐️ @emiru]

🦊💙💕

[TWICE @JYPETWICE]

TWICE just won AMAs’ Best Female K-Pop Artist! 🏆✨

Thank you so much to all the ONCEs who voted for us and made this possible. We truly couldn’t have done it without you! A million thanks and all our love 💖

#TWICE #트와이스 #AMAs

[ᴅᴀɴᴛᴅᴍ💎 @dantdm]

Involved in building the Minecraft theme park - new side quest ✅😅

thanks Merlin and Mojang for having us as part of this process. Can’t wait to see it all come to reality!

[Shea @AyeYkShea]

Hey @TroyWD98. I finally decided to download retro rewind after so long. I was even able to get my friends on and in one week end had 9 more people join the chaos. This was my favorite clip in our private session. #mariokart #gaming

[Overwatch @PlayOverwatch]

“A future is not given to you. It is something you must take for yourself” ✨

Get your first look at our next iconic collaboration and team up your favorite androids when Overwatch x Project YoRHa launches Mar 10 🦾

[Tedesco @tdscoo]

Dude😭

[emi ⭐️ @emiru]

streamer awards!! 🩷