More than once has a person who thought they were too good to be my friend have used the aesthetics of my home as the background of their profile picture. Fuck you for being boring.
When I’m in pain I internalize it & bare it with a straight face. I was taught to do this cause my needs weren’t important to adults when I was a child. Now, as an adult myself I find it extremely difficult to decipher & navigate my own needs. I can’t help but feel angry about it
I received my name change papers from the courthouse yesterday. They approved it on @abbi_cadaver’s and I’s anniversary ✨ just another beautiful reason to celebrate 3/29.
Also I am officially Azazel Sylvr Moon 🌙
I should just be preemptive about it and schedule myself a mental health day off every 3 weeks but there’s something about calling out that makes it feel like a reward.
Once a month I have to throw my adult sized tantrum about how I want to be creative but all my time and energy is being exploited so I call out of work.
I don’t think im sleeping well enough during my work week. My cat and puppy wake me up before my alarm every morning uhhhg. I am not a 3am person at all.
Down 4lbs today. I struggle with the idea of posting before images of my body when I don’t have a very successful track record of weight loss. And if I do it I risk humiliating myself even though I’m just trying to hold myself accountable. I really want this.
There really isn’t anything like smoking on your back patio at 6am listening to Heaven by Dj Sammy and right before the climax of the song hits, a gunshot pops through the air and the sky falls heavy with rain.