I have never had a healthy relationship with food, I don’t see how other people can. I either eat too little or too much, there is never an in-between for me. My whole life I have gone through periods of time where I binge and get chubby, then I starve to lose the weight
Been disordered so long that my mom just straight up talks to me about calories and my scars now. Me and her were sitting next to each other eating pizza hut while scrolling through the app and looking at calories, she even gave me a new lower cal idea to order next time