Sorry. I feel bad. For revealing something like this.
I honestly still donโt know what to do about this fact.
I still feel so helpless about that back then.
I still feel helpless now โ every time I think about it.
I feelโฆ *scarred*, in some way, y'know?
Itโs stupid. *To me, itโs stupid. I feel so, so stupid.*
I know it wasโฆ not my fault. Or hers.
We didn't know any better.
No adult had taught us a single thing, either.
That's the saddest part of growing up.
I had to learn everything on my own.
(This is deeply personal. I kept it to myself for years.)
All I can say is:
A guy way older than my ex-friend. She liked him. A lot. And we were teens.
I never knew how wrong it was until I saw thatโฆโฆโฆโฆ
Photo.
Photos sharing.
I found her phone on the bed. And I was alone.
I donโt know *why* I went on it. I was curious.
I wish she had her phone locked instead of being straight out open like that.
Gods. I did NOT know how I was supposed to feel.
The worst part?
I let it be.
It was her choice.
Because if I bring it up to her, I would lose her.
And I *hated* that more than anything.
Maybe, just maybeโฆ
I couldโve left her a long time ago.
My favorite thing to do is scroll, naturally find Korean/Japanese/Chinese artists without even trying, and show my love for their art with emojis, especially if English isnโt their first language.
And then I follow them more. They deserve my hard-earned trust. :3 <333333333 POUNCE ON YOUโ
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12.
12??? XD
I mean.
In my experience, I never had anything until I was 17.
I think itโs fair if they need to reach out to anyone.
And learn more about the downsides. And warning signs.
So they can be more independent and defend their choices and their identity.
Good? Bad? Terrible? Hm. Who knows. Just letting it all out here. Nye. :3
To really think about it: Ethan could be an ISTP more than anything.
Or just a really unhealthy INTJ. Hehe. Haha.
Suffer. Suffer more. >:3c <3
#OFFICIALMANIA
๐ค Strong For Somebody ElseใปCitizen Soldier ๐ค
Fuck. This hits hard. Ethan. That's him, officer. Him right there. Singing the shit out of it. ๐ซต๐ซต๐ซต๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ซโจ๐ท๏ธ๐บ
#OFFICIALMANIA
That's my favorite part.
My second favorite is when the king was about to cut the baby in half, and the real mother broke down in tears, sobbing โ willing to let her baby live by letting the other imposter have it.
And he's like: โNow that's a real one. You're dismissed, imposter. ๐ค๐ฟโ
@wisdomXplorer THAT ONE THING THAT SCENE THAT SCENE THAT SCENE THAT SECTION OK OK THAT SECTION
UMUHUM
Something about gold. Gold rusts, no longer matters, because you are in heaven.
I donโt have the Bible please please please please please please please please please please please please