Another year, another birthday. It went by faster than expected. It's wild that I'm a quarter of my life now. 25 feels weird. Try to celebrate i guess.
Love my dad, I lost him very recently, and I want to do my power to make him proud. Life can change in one moment. Need to cherish the people I have close to and remind them I love them every day. Thank you to everyone who has been supportive.
Last hours of being 23 years old. Honestly, not really a great year. it went by too fast. I just felt I could have done better. I want to do better at age 24.
So I am stressed from school and such, due to finals and getting homework done. I do plan to use the majority of summer to work out again and graduate.
Weight Loss Journey:
April 2,2022
275.2 pounds (3.0 gain)
Am a bit sad, I do not see how I gain a lot, as I am doing weights more. Also, I don't feel like I am gaining weight, the opposite actually, I feel thinner and stronger. I must be doing something wrong.
March 26,2022
274.8 pounds (2.8+ gain f)
Honestly, not as bad as having a week's vacation, and not weighing myself last week, plus eating a bit unhealthy . Time to lose from here on out tho.
I know I am getting my diet back together this week. but honestly, I have weirdly been getting so much hunger urge lately, maybe I just not getting enough sleep. I never had this issue before last week's vacation.
I honestly feel so much better by going out on spring break and treating myself to a certain event that I actually enjoy. Yes, I spent way too much money but I haven't felt this good in a long time. I am actually happy. I have some new goals for myself now.
I going to put effort into losing weight and more accountability. Decided I going to post my weight weekly on Twitter. Using it as a chart for myself / others to see. Maybe this is dumb to do, but I don't ever want to be around 330 ever again.
Today's results were 272.0
I am at the worst at losing weight sometimes. I do good for days or even weeks but the one week of bad eating due to stress eating and it back to square one. The human body is frustrating.
Feeling better lately, which feels weird when you have been down for a while. I guess I felt less stressed? which feels a bit new... watch me jinx myself tho.