The rebirth you're looking for is in the death you're avoiding If you can't risk losing it all to destruction, you don't have enough faith in creation.
And If a man dies with no wounds on his body, But a war inside his head,
Did he really die by his own hand, Or was he murdered by everything he couldn't say?
You cannot rush life. Things happen when they are supposed to happen. Your role is to show up everyday and give it your best. Your best will not be the same everyday. There are days you'll be motivated and some you'll feel defeated. And such is life! Keep keeping on. ๐ด
Overextending yourself for people and making their emergencies your own emergency doesn't get you more loved, it's gets you more used.
Trust me they'd be fine without you. being kind is powerful. Being kind without boundaries is exhausting.