last tweet before my birthday ends
i love you all and youโre all beautiful donโt let people gaslight you into thinking what youโre doing is wrong unless itโs actually bad
i spent my life hating myself because i always thought something was wrong with me but iโm mostly fine lol
i should always remind myself not being perfect in someoneโs eyes doesnโt reflect my actual worth
i feel really bad upsetting people but the internet made my mental problems worse so like why should i care if everyone thinks iโm worse than hitler for the rest of my life
maybe not being normal isnโt so bad like holy fucking shit these people are insane they donโt understand what a shitposting coping mechanism looks like i swear every time iโm alone with my brain and i think no one likes me and then it comes true i instantly feel better somehow
this is 99% true btw idgaf put me on the cross reichtwt and minion fans i have faith in pregnant lactating hitler and he will save me from my multiple mental illnesses
man this is the worst birthday ever iโm an embarrassment of an adult i hate having anxiety i hate being scared i hate being a disappointment i hate being severely mentally ill from being neglected and isolated since i was 10 i really hate not being what i was supposed to be
@chocodoodldoo for some reason i had really bad intrusive thoughts about a friend but we stopped being friends after i had my first mental breakdown argument with him (i'm right-leaning and he's a trans man) i stopped thinking about it because i feel embarrassed you just got to get embarrassed
i wonder what my mom would think of me if she was still alive
she would probably laugh at what iโm doing because my family is isolated and crazy
i really hope i wonโt let her down by drowning in my insecurities and being afraid of upsetting people i will upset EVERYONE i dont car
i've never felt so called out in my entire life and i laughed so hard for a couple of minutes LMAOOOOOO
if you're reading this i only blocked you because you're 15 and my paranoia told me to do it
iโm really excited for my birthday on the 11th usually i donโt tell people about my birthday because i feel selfish but iโm actually proud to say it this time
being born on veteranโs day and having a hitler porn addiction is FUCKING AWESOME
i keep procrastinating so i'm just gonna post some ugly doodles i made a while back to feed my beautiful followers for now
i can do this i believe in myself