emotional masochist

I have an over active mind & I wanted to make an anonymous twitter to tweet the rambling thoughts, emotions, & frustrations that come along with it

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

This account is more of a personal account of living life with a range of mental illnesses while having the anonymity as to not be ashamed of them, but instead be brutally honest about my life. #BPDawareness #ptsd #anxiety #depression #trichotillomania

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

Fuck this hurt

[Grace @gracecamille_]

my therapist told me that sometimes the people u think are toxic aren’t toxic they just don’t like u and ur desperate

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

I want to Walk into traffic

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

I want to be dead

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

The only reason I haven’t ODd tonight is because of my dog because who would take her out to potty

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

I want to do drugs. Specifically xans, oxy, and ecstasy. Shame, shame on me.

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

This will never happen for me

[Moon @jrmymoon]

I’m sorry for laughing but when the lifeguard jumped in and stood up shdjsdhsjdsnfjsd

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

I’m horrendously depressed but I have a couple people that keep me from unaliving myself which is dope.

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

#bpd mood board

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

So in conclusion

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

I’m really a dumb bitch. This dude made ME upset for hurting MY feelings and somehow I ended up sending him $10 just to get him to acknowledge me. He plays me like a fiddle and I fucking hate it!!

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

When initially I had the upper hand. But I ruminated and felt like I was in trouble and so I kept trying to fix a mess even though he started which is asinine and COMPLETELY illogical !! FUCK

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

Full moon poem #poetry #WritingCommunity #poem #writer #journal #poetrylovers

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

Because I’m crazy.

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

Dating with #BPD is hell. I go on one date and start fantasizing about our future together. Like wtf

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

But of course it never actually works out.

[emotional masochist @BPDisSucks]

New poem written during a storm high on emotions #poetry #WritingCommunity #NewRelease #journal #anxiety #writersoftwitter #poetrycommunity #poet #words