Remember to not go above and beyond for others as they will still be selfish and try to guilt trip you over minor things you didn’t do instead of you did do for them.
This year has shown me that nobody has my back anymore. People cancel on me all the time. It’d be better if i was just gone. At least I wouldn’t be in pain.
A year of solitude is coming to an end. I have zero contact with others, and when I try I get the vibe that I’m annoying them, or burdening them with my presence. I won’t be around soon, it’s all coming to an end.
This year hasn’t been close to what I’ve wanted it to be, but I’m still trying my best. I still want to travel before the end of the year, though I’m afraid to ask anyone to go to with me as I feel everyone will just say no.
Been almost a year since I’ve lost every friend I thought I had. People don’t message me or invite me to things. It shows they just never cared about me in the first place. I hope one day I feel like I have people whole genuinely care about me but I highly doubt it will happen.