I think I’m gonna rewatch season 1 every day for the next month, do some art, and avoid spoilers. I really hate knowing what’s gonna happen before I see something. Not that many people @ me, but if you @ me and I don’t respond, it’s because I’m hiding from spoilers.
@MerakiRetreat You’re right. I feel terrible for hurting everyone, particularly that person. I can’t change what I did. I wish I could. If I’m ever in a flashpoint situation again, I will back away and not engage and not hurt those people.
I said some cruel, terrible things to a lot of people. I think I really hurt some of those people.
I can’t ask anyone to forgive and forget. I just want you to know that I am so, so sorry for the harm I’ve caused and that I’m working hard to be a better person.
I should have read what people were saying carefully, but I didn’t. I shouldn’t have lashed out, over and over again, but I did.
I’ve been staying away from Twitter to do some thinking. I looked in the mirror and saw who I’ve become and I’m horrified.