lack of words . his face screws up in a mix of frustration and overwhelming emotion . he swallows hard and takes a step forward . )
โฆ ken .
( his voice shakes and benny hates the way it sounds ; hates how wrecked and desperate it all is . )
cโmere .
( without waiting
he might there is not ridding himself of the man standing in front of him .
once the coughing subsides , the embarrassment remaining in place , the actors falls silent as he listens to the other try and explain .
and once again , benny finds himself at an uncomfortable
( benny is taken by surprise . his face heating up instantly . he goes to speak only to choke on his spit and coughs โ flustered beyond hiding . )
noted . iโll โฆ iโll keep that in mind , man . ( the words come out as a wheeze . )
โฆ fuck .
( he is hitting his hand to
The DNA wasn't on hand as much as it was on my stomach. Maybe aim somewhere else next time if you don't want your DNA collected.
[ He enjoyed revealing that informationโthough he wouldn't say how true it was or wasn't.
Benny's next question made him pause and he searched+
his chest , trying to ease both the coughing and his own embarrassment . had it been anyone else , benny tells himself heโd have a witty comeback at the ready . but this is ken , and ken is different . ken has made a home for himself within bennyโs chest and try as
cared so much ?
NOT that iโm not thankful for it. i am . itโs appreciated .
but you hardly know me . you could have just gone on with your life . happily probably ! but you didnโt . why didnโt you ?
โ โ
no . the chocolates were a gift thatโs totally different .
( he blinks . )
you have my dna just on hand ?! ( benny leans in for seconds . ) thats super fan behaviour , ken - bear . maybe i should be a little worried .
( he smiles , gaze flicking momentarily down
The very same way the chocolates were a manipulation. [ He counters and there is the slightest joking tone to his voice. The dog went to the couch and climbed right on, circled a few times, and laid down with a 'hmph!' and big, brown eyes watched the two. Ken leaned against+
to kenโs lip before he straightened up and leaned away . the tension returning to his shoulders as the topic was brought back up . )
no obviously not .
โ itโs just .
โฆ you tracked me down just to apologize and i guess iโm trying to wrap my head around why you
( benny on the other hand , was never a silent man . he always had something to say and rarely would shy away from letting it be known .
however , the feeling of kenโs tongue and lips on his skin mixed with his flesh being grabbed left the actors brain as nothing
[ Ken parted his lips and swiped his tongue across that mark he just made and further up, tasting clean skin that still had a distinct flavor that was all Benny. Kisses were pressed into Benny's lower jaw, up to his ear lobe. Ken nipped it, making a low noise as he rocked+
to inform ken that the skin on his chest was home to a fancy tattoo spelling out bennyโs own name like the treasure that it was .
however , not unlike before , he couldnโt quite find the words . or hell , even remember how to speak them .
the actor eventually
hey ! watch it wise guy , i could still oh so easily give you the boot . ( he chuckles , clearly not very hurt by the comment . though , there is a hint of nervousness in the sound , like benny canโt quite let himself fully relax . )
ah , so you were trying to manipulate
I think you just like talking. [ He joked, though his tone was unintentionally flat. He's a little distracted worrying about what they had to talk about. Toad trotted along beside them. ]
He tends to de-escalate situations. I reasoned you wouldn't be less likely to+
he had to say seemingly fading from his mind like they had never been there to begin with. )
sooo โฆ.
( he clears his throat . deciding to start with something that had less to do with the feelings between them . )
how exactly did you track me down , kenny ?
that i donโt owe you anything . trust me . if i didnโt want to talk to you , i wouldnโt be .
โฆ but i want to hear you out on this .
( he felt silent again until the pair was in front of his trailer . benny pushed open the door and then helped ken inside . )
yah , well i probably shouldnโt have . ( benny let out a hollow humourless laugh . he slowly , at first , began leading ken further into the studio lot . )
none of this is anyoneโs business but ours .
( his tone was uncharacteristically serious . )
and i know
[ He wondered if this really was it. Why would Benny forgive him? He doesn't really know Ken. Hell, he probably has a plethora of 'Kens' waiting in the wings. The idea sent a flicker of jealous through him. He ignored it and lifted his wrist when he was grabbed.
He stiffened+