@axelsmom93 That was essentially the conclusion I came to. And even if I tried to avoid an argument, that's where it was headed. Better to just not engage
@CapitolPoo Awesome, so the trial is only gonna get worse ππ
Nah, I understand what you're saying and appreciate it. It's just that things have already gotten worse today. It sucks man. I don't understand it. He knows the thoughts in my head, and I feel like he should care a little more
Not gonna lie; that whole "you'll never be tested beyond that which ye are able" thing is feeling more and more unbelievable
If God really does know my limits, he is intentionally taking me right to the edge, with no end in sight. And that's a dangerous game
@BarryReallyCann I went to a counselor regularly for a year and a half. Loved it. She was awesome. Helped me a ton. But it's also very expensive and it's just not in the budget anymore
@MayorofSeattle If their "authentic self" requires taking drugs that prevent their naturally developing physiology and elective surgery to permanently alter their bodies, that's not authentic
Also, they can always play with the boys. That option has never been taken away from them
To be fair, my best friend called me last night and could hear in my voice that things weren't good. So we just chatted. He told me he loved me and was there for me. So I need to recognize that as a tender mercy
It's just that everything else feels so damn heavy