"Dean Winchester is a bottom," I say into the microphone
The crowd boos me. I start to walk away resignedly when a voice speaks and orders silence in the hall
"He's right," someone says. I look for the owner of the voice. There he is in the second row: Dean Winchester himself.
ok BUT deans urge to soothe and comfort sam being so deeply ingrained into his dna that even when hes entranced by a siren hes still rocking sam like hes a baby
Not to victim blame but I think Sam likes it when Dean is possessive and insane about him. Like, yeah, all of his friends ended up being demons in disguise but he knows Dean's love can never be faked. Sam Winchester worships only one god and it's his fucked up older brother.
the entitlement is infuriating, people expect the most wounded and unfaired to dilute their pain and water it down for the sake of maintaining normalcy just so they wouldnt be freaked out, but what about me and my traumas?
cant say i dont hate dean for how selfishly he cared for sam, sam would never alienate dean but dean is ever so quick to jump the gun and call sam a freak to his face just because HE is fucking terrified
seemed to me all ever dean wishes for is to preserve sam's purity and innocence or at least that's how he sees it , he wants sam to remain clean because HE couldn't, he fears sam being anything but good because that's a firm indicator dean has it coming way worse,