After certain situations, you don’t look at people the same anymore. No matter how hard you try to forgive them, the vibe is just off. The trust isn’t the same, the conversations don’t feel the same, and the connection just isn’t what it used to be. That’s why I stopped forcing myself to see past things. Once something changes how I see you, it stays that way.
I sit quietly and realize that God has been taking care of me this whole time. Maybe not in luxurious ways. Maybe not an easy life. But through protection,provision, good health, surviving hard days and always having just enough to keep going.
I’m having the most peaceful crashout of my life right now. Like I’m going insane, but I’m also chilling and vibing. 🏄🏽♀️ I’m stressed about a bunch of stuff and at the same time I’m not. I can’t even explain it.
inconsistency is a turn off to me. Don't be all over me one minute & then distant the next. im loyal to effort & actions, NOT empty ass promises.
and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's with someone who thinks about how their actions affect me,someone who considers my feelings before making choices and values my peace as much as their own because I'm not here to survive love again, I'm here to finally live it
I wanna experience a man loving me so much, that hurting me is unfathomable to him … even when we’re not seeing eye to eye. On our worst days, I’m still the apple of his eye.