I built this huge wall of porn addiction to filter out anything and anyone not worth my time. I am beyond disconnected from normie lifestyles and their fake promises of happiness.
I wanted to be freaky. I wanted to watch more porn. I wanted to be oversexual.. even if its just in my mind.
I wanted to take pride in the fact I'm so far gone, I'm not compatible with their world.. Then i would have a reason I'm like this...something that makes the bad thoughts go away and build my own world.
I love porn.