This is free advice from an expensive psychologist.
If you're an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don't make everything a matter of life and death.
you can physically feel the pain in your heart
you go to sleep with it, you wake up and you have like 3 seconds before your brain remembers youโre heartbroken and you carry it again. everyday for like 6 months
Gustavo Fring was right, if you have a problem that means it can be solved. If it cannot be solved then it is not a problem. It is a reality to be accepted.