and no, it's not helpful to tell me to look at some bright side or "touch grass" or some other lukewarm platitude about how everything is ok, so please don't.
i have been unable to do art because of exhaustion and fatigue and pain and depression at the state of the world (i am NOT asking for reassurance or flowery platitudes to minimise my feelings) but i also find it hard in general to even look at this app full of fascist hatred.
i curate who i follow, mostly vtubers, but yet i am still blasted with fascist nonsense and news about the fascist nonsense Trump has been doing and people cheering it on and i just don't want to subject myself to that and it's made enjoying anything difficult.
@yukinoshitapeo i'd probably feel overwhelmed too, honestly. i really admire people like Peo who can handle it so well. you're really strong and determined to have made it this far and i really believe there is no limit for you. you're really good at this and watching you makes us happy.