Almighty God. Open this man's eyes to what he's doing. Open his eyes to the fact that I'm not a woman and not to be treated like one, but like a brother, as he claims.
U have seen it. He does not want to rebuild anything to a point where I can feel genuine trust towards him, as I was just beginning to create.
Lord, he has no trust. He doesn't trust in the process, he wants to bear fruit before a plant has even seen the light.
There is no good that we can do to enter the kingdom of heaven. You have to be perfect, and its impossible.
I have realized that I am so full of error, and will continue to be. Victory, is not mine. Victory is in the work of Lord Jesus Christ, son of God, everlasting.
@imPenny2x I tried even long term pain. I felt that i was completely alone in sacrificing all my young years to a higher good, instead of what made me happy.
Faith is the hardest thing to have, and my greatest weakness.
@LORWEN108 it actually started when i started thinking that im good. Or comparing someones faults against mine like a scale, as if i created my abilities.
Every good act that i had done in my life was not because of a belief system, or something read.
@ArchieBrave It only comes back when you yourself dont feel good, but when you feel fine its not there. Makes you wonder about the nature of the thing.
Anyways I love you, have a good weekend