I won't lie, I still think about you almost every moment of my day.. I miss you when something good happens, cuz you're the one I want to share it with..
I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at 3am wondering how and why everything went wrong and what i did.. I want to reach out to you, text you, call you and say I miss you but I can't cuz, l even forgot how to say a hi..
I still remember the first time you texted and how my heart was pounding while the blood rushed into my cheeks.. I got so used to starting my day with your texts that it was hard, when it stopped..
I find myself looking at our old messages and all I can do is question how I ended up here alone without you... All that ever was, all that we ever were, was now a distant memory.
The worst PAIN is being in NO CONTACT with the person you're still in love with, who at one point in time, sent you texts that would make your heart melt. And now, you can only love them in silence from distance. Slowly being forced to close a chapter you never wanted to end.
Life is beautiful when you realize all you had to do was love yourself and put the energy wasted on others into you and what you're passionate about, to finally be seen and appreciated in abundance.