Idk if it's like dumb but it's hurt me knowing everyone at uni has someone and I don't. I've cried myself to sleep almost every night which is so dumb. I have anxiety anyways so me trying even with a few people was hard and I know it's week 2 but everyone seems to have a person.
I've realised when I'm struggling like mentally I go back to kpop no idea why and the artists change but for some reason I come back.
I've just moved to uni and it's week 2. Freshers week was awful I met some ppl but not my ppl? And then I got really ill so couldn't continue.
I had a rough day and seeing them post pictures all together when I wasn't invited but (2) was fucked me
Like they've all said to me how shit he is and how they find him rude I'm like so why are you friends with him if he's a shit person cuz I knew that while ago
I'm probably talking to nobody but I actually do have nobody to talk to like in the real world and I just want to let stuff out yk cuz like rn I'm soo upset like I'm annoyed I'm upset l, why do I have to be so sensitive.
Sometimes I'm like maybe if I'd done more with them at highschool instead of saying know maybe they'd ask more? But like I struggle still too but I have a small social battery and I get overstimulated (on a 3 year long waiting list) but like if I'd said yes would it change much