but when I do try and reach out it’s the same outcome “read” and “delivered” so don’t say it if you don’t mean it, I can take honesty (idk if it makes you feel good about yourself at the end of the day but it doesn’t really help on this side. Maybe I’m just mad at the world Idk..
Ik people try and make me feel better by saying it’ll get better (Dont get me wrong I appreciate your kindness and I have great friends who are sincere about it) but fuck that shit it didn’t get better after my dad died and Ik it’s not gonna get better after this.
My moms health is getting worse everyday and it’s only a matter of time now, I don’t want your thoughts and prayers cuz they don’t work ( just like a mass shooting) I’ve been torn over this for some time now cuz people will say “Lmk if you ever need anything and I’ll be there”