is it normal to feel kinda alone but to also not really wanna befriend anyone anymore bc you only ever click with like 1 person every 5 yrs and you can't maintain any friendships meaningfully for more than like 2 yrs so you've kinda just given up
@xirquoia IM SO SORRY I LOWK FORGOT I LEFT THIS COMMENT I PROMISE IM NOT GATEKEEPING
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i swear theres another really angsty one that centers around akechi’s bday post canon but i cant find it for the life of me 💔
@leftunsents When they aren’t with you they are taking advantage of that fact to have more fun and to enjoy other people and escaping the burden that is you
is what my brain tells itself, anyway. Usually they are just miserable at work or elsewhere
i think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination
Yo lunes: debería suicidarme
Yo martes: debería suicidarme
Yo miércoles: debería suicidarme
Yo jueves: debería suicidarme
Yo viernes: debería suicidarme
Yo sábado: debería suicidarme
Yo domingo: debería suicidarme
Yo todo el año: debería suicidarme
Yo: debería suicidarme
I want to see more of akechi being jealous that everyone gets to have Akira's time and attention and it's not just him. Akechi alone in his room smiling with barely concealed hate: I bet he's hanging out with one of his 39484 other confidants right now
i have a chronic case of "guy who nobody invited" syndrome. it's a disease where u cud give me a handwritten invitation with flowers on it and I'd still feel like an intruder