One of the worst pains I feel like I go through aside from pains from my family is heart break from somebody I loved. Shit actually feels like I got my heart stomped on
And it doesn’t make it any better that I got into a argument with this woman like 3 hours before my birthday so I’m just not feeling the birthday thing this year
With my mom having cancer, and losing my car and dealing with the stress of everything. Friends dying and hating my job the one thing I genuinely wanted was the woman i was with to show me the love i needed in these crazy times, but no that wasn’t the case
My birthdays on Friday and I’ve been bummed out lately and every time I talk about it people say “it’s just another day” talking about how I’m turning 32, but honestly it’s supposed to be my day because I lookout for everybody and when it’s my day nobody gives a shit. Fuck them