reactive abuse is real.
A mf will push you until you snap, then blame you for the toxic behaviour. but never wants to discuss the abuse that triggered it.
A persons actions can make it clear that they have no respect for you, regardless of what they say. Their actions clearly indicate that they don't value you. When you notice this, take it for what it is. Remember, actions always speak louder than words.
and if you think i didn't care, maybe you didn't notice how many times i didn't speak on what bothered me just to keep the peace even when it hurted me.
Some people don't change; they just get better at apologizing, better at explaining, and better at making you believe that this time or the next time is going to be different. People will show you who they really are more than once.