Beck.

𝘿𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙄'𝙢 𝙪𝙣𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚?

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

" 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝘩𝑜'𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢. "

𝐈𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐔 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐤. • 𝐦𝐬 • 𝐦𝐯 • 𝐥𝐢𝐭/𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

i feel burned out lately.

— not enough time in the day.

[probably due to peach constantly needing her around, but that's what friends are for, right?]

[𝐉͟𝐨͟𝐞͟ 𝐆͟𝐨͟𝐥͟𝐝͟𝐛͟𝐞͟𝐫͟𝐠͟. 【archived】 @InvasiveAdmirer]

Come on — I'm not lying. You're talented, Beck.

[She prevents you from focusing... I should take care of her. She's draining you, us.]

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

ah —
you and your unwavering faith in me.

[peach isn't so bad, truly. she just. . . comes on a little strong.]

[𝐉͟𝐨͟𝐞͟ 𝐆͟𝐨͟𝐥͟𝐝͟𝐛͟𝐞͟𝐫͟𝐠͟. 【archived】 @InvasiveAdmirer]

You can do it, Beck.

[If only Peach would stop texting you...]

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

⠀

i need to start writing again.

⠀

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

𝗦𝗲𝘅 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗚𝗶𝗿𝗹

by guinevere beck

sex sells. or so they say, which is why i find myself opening up about my own experiences with the subject. no poems, just me at three in the morning oversharing for a homework assignment —

[𝜦𝑝𝑝𝖊𝘵ꜟ𝘵𝖊 ᶠᵒ⸢ 𝑫𝖊𝚜𝘵𝚛𝖚c𝘵ꜟФ𝖓 .ᐟ @pythiaryte]

https://t.co/OjgBbkrKWE

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

well , that is some good news.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

not dead yet.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

plucking up the courage to
message joe and see if he
wants to spoon.

but i will probably just end
up spooning with my little
green pillow instead.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

@OfBartenderisms in the age of technology
dating apps are apparently
the future.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

downfalls of online dating:

catfish.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

masochism.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

same.

but opposite.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

i'd never treat me this shitty.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

aching to be held.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

why am i nostalgic for a
shitty time in my life that I romanticized for no reason?

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

sometimes i think i go for
the obvious bad guy because
i know they're going to hurt me.

as opposed to getting with a nice
guy and letting myself believe
that's he's going to be amazing
we'll be happy. . .

and then be even more hurt when
he surprises me by hurting me.

[— ABED NADIR. @P0PPEDCULTURE]

#netflixrp #yourp

Christian Stone
Age flexible (cannon age 27)
Guessing insanity runs in the family.
Six foot , three inches tall
Pansexual.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

so, it turns out i am the type
of person who will let stress
build up and build up and
build up until one day i'm
crying on the kitchen floor
over burned toast.

how embarrassing.

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

so i took a weekend break to
clear my head so I could focus
on writing, and here i am, pen
poised dutifully over my notebook
aaaaaaaand. . .

nothing.

“ shit . ”

[Beck. @BecklnRealLife]

life got busy. as it has a habit of doing.