Life update. Neck surgery in my future. Removing C5 C6 C7. All degenerative disc's in my neck. Gonna replace with cadaver bone and bone from the disc's they remove.
Now at 50 yrs old I'm looking at the possibility of going on disability. Again no one cares. Wife doesn't care. Family doesn't care. Its all about that $$$. People wonder why men suicide rate is double the average. No one cares.
2. Labrum rotator cuff and bicep tendon that is now held in place with screws. Now I'm looking at neck surgery. Fusing 5 disc's in my neck. My left shoulder now needs repaired. I've chased that blue collar dollar all my life. Been a mechanic the last 9 yrs.
1. Im tired..My body is broken. Been working since I was 16. I'm 50 now. Ran heavy equipment for 22 yrs. I'm 2 inches shorter because of it. My spine is compressed from the bouncing on the equipment. Had my right shoulder surgically repaired 6 yrs ago.
Quick getaway for the weekend. Have made friends with a single woman who was about to hang with 4 lesbians. Now she's with me and the wife. Shes going to supper with us and staying in our room in the "extra bed". Peay foe me. Pray I get a 3some