Yes, we’ve all made mistakes, but you don’t have to pay God back. The price has already been paid. Receive His forgiveness, receive His mercy. You have enough people in life against you; don’t be against yourself.
Don’t get discouraged by what you see; it’s not permanent. God is about to take you higher; you’re going to accomplish more than you thought possible. It’s going happen faster than you think: acceleration, new levels, breakthroughs, the fullness of your destiny.
Whatever you face, remind yourself that you can handle it. Your architect, the Most-High God, designed you with everything you need. He promised that you’ll never face anything you can’t bear.