Cas 🌑🪻🦇

🔞MDNI | I am a fucking pervert|🪦🕊️| 21 | he/him 🏳️‍⚧️ FF7|Trigun|Star Wars|JJK|Gachi

[Fallon @filthtofilth]

[Dazed from blood loss] hey not to kill the vibe completely but i think i am in love with you

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I love you

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

Yeah no I’m handling it like really well actually

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I miss him

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

Guys always read the measurements when you’re buying a dildo.

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

Who the fuck is going to give him lamingtons and Vegemite and Milo now

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

@ilovetidus Get into it… think about it… think about him trying not to squirm and make noise when getting them done…

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

modern aesthetics(?) of aerti and zakkura in my mind

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

this is so stupid oh my god

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

obviously none of the photos are mine i got them pinterest man

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

anyway ill be normal now

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I’m going to bury myself 6ft under and rot in the soil until you come back

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I don’t have any motivation or desire to do anything

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I’m sorry I’m so sorry you were so tired I should have done more I should’ve been better for you I’m sorry

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this. I know I have to get over it and move on but how the fuck do I just move on and act like it’s not killing me every single day? I have no way to ever see if he’s okay. I have nothing left of it and it feels sickening

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I wish I could have done more. I wish I hadn’t said what I did at the end, I don’t want him to think that I hate him or that I’m angry. I know it’s for the best but that makes it so much worse

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

I feel nauseous

[✦ wil , , @egggbuu]

Being a trans gay man n preferring cis men is like putting a sticky note on urself that says “ kick me “

[✮ @istgnolimit]

my final act of love is leaving you alone

[Cas 🌑🪻🦇 @Beidoma_]

@cloud_fair69 Please do 🙏