I can happily say that I would never return to that man; I am very happy and fully loved in my current relationship, but that doesn’t mean I don’t still hear my ex’s lies in my head. It feels like living in fear still sometimes and that SUCKS
bf just referred to me sassing him about sunscreen as annoying on accident and when he backpedaled I said “go ahead, dig yourself out of it”
why did his smart mouth say “dont worry I got a shovel” in response
1yr ago I was actively grieving the loss of my dad while also dealing w/ a partner in active addiction
we parted ways since then..
Today I’m planning a weekend trip with a man who treats me like I hung the stars 🥹
Change is hard and scary, but the payoff….so so worth it.