This ain't no new year revolution this real life for me this ain't just me posting this me being honest with myself I can have all the money ,cars , watches that shit don't matter cause the people around who matter the most not happy Been going about thing thing call life wrong
And it like GOD is let the devil play with me cs he want to see if my love for him is pure like "Jobs" and I'm not going lie I been thinking like why me , it cs I'm not pure enough for GOD blessings I been taken thing he do for and the people he put in my life for granted
I been trying do everything in my power to make myself happy and it nothing I do or buy make me happy it like I'm losing myself in the process of trying to make myself happy & it cs I'm selfish to my four daughters,to Brionna the only people who love me in this world & that's why
Man everyday I try my hardest to stay alive, work on becoming a better me had a talk with my grandmother on my Mova side she told me she ask God to get me and get me Good she said Tyrone you have to give it up and give your life to God been get back in church since
Been beef with a bitch all week I mean like that all in my ass for no reason bri ziyaa Laila and they all block me like ok bitches block me y'all to erky anyways