bellaur niyo pagod na

Nico's. Thirdy's. Bunok's.

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

Gusto ko lang maibalik ‘yung buhay ko sa dati.

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

Lord isa pang job, output-based and hindi required 9-hour shift, please. Just for this year. Kailangang kailangan lang.

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

October 2024. One of the happiest days of my life. Bago bumalik ‘yung punyetang cancer at nagkandaleche leche na lahat.

Sana pwedeng bumalik sa araw na ‘to. Lord, please? Bring me back to when every day wasn’t another shade of hopeless.

I promise I’d do things differently.

[pie gonzaga @pietwokay]

editors assigning a story to a writer: hawak mo ang beat

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

So if you’re reading this and you have anything to spare for someone so deep in the pits and can’t see a way out, please do so. I’d be eternally grateful. (11/11)

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

I had a dream my life would be so different from this hell I’m living. So different now than what it seemed. Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

Hey, friends.

I don’t ask this lightly, but this sole breadwinner is in desperate need of help. (1/n)

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

Believe me when I say, I wish I didn’t have to. I wish I could be done needing saving. I wish I could get up from here and stand on my own two feet again.

But I’m not quite there yet. I’ve fallen and I’ve fallen hard. And I need help so I could start to get up. (10/n)

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

One day you’ll look back on all these days and all this pain is gonna be invisible

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

Lord, penge namang ease. I’m already managing a cancer patient and a cancer survivor, bakit mo naman dinagdagan pa ng stroke patient hehe ‘yung totoo ano ba atraso ko sayo HAHA

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

It gets better naman lagi pero parang ang tagal this time??? Haha ‘yung tatlong siblings kong dumiretso ng langit at di na man lang sinilip ang Earth, alam niyo atang puro suffering dito noh haha gagi di niyo man lang ako sinabihan lmao

[bellaur niyo pagod na @Bellanicxx]

I forgot when I changed my name here to “bellaur niyo pagod na.” Feels ko sobrang tagal na nun pero di ko pa rin mapalitan cause it’s still saur true