Ben (Venting)

Vent acc now

I really hope he comes back someday I'll always be ready I'm nothing without him, I can be better

I miss him

Pronouns: He/Him

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

I would have stayed with you through anything

Whether we were poor
If you were sick
If you went to jail
If we argued alot
Id probably find room in my heart to forgive you even if you cheated
Id never remarry

But you draw the line at worrying and overthinking you said forever🫩

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

Did he never read this when I sent it to him or did it mean nothing because he did exactly what I said I was scared of and he DIDN'T comfort me in the moment or after and yet I still love him

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

I want to fix things soon I want to pour my heart out and tell him everything I feel everything I wanted to do and how much he means to me and how he is loved and cared for by ME and how I would never use him or manipulate him for my own selfish gain I just want to marry him.

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

And there goes the use of saving for a ring :/

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

Please come back

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

I just had the most vivid dream ever if me and him getting back together It felt so real this shit better either mean something or I'm boutta fucking end It atp 🫩

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

I will never stop trying for them I'll just do it in ways that won't hurt him along the way

[Ben (Venting) @Ben14255377]

I really hope he'll come back to me