It's been a few months. Everything is confusing. No one has the attention span to talk sense to you. That "alone" feeling is back and financial pressure is ever-present. What will you do...
Sometimes you will make bad decisions. People will judge you for how you execute them. But what's most important is how you recover. Do not let your shortcomings be the end of your story
Remember this; everyone will say "you can talk to me" until they find out how talkative you really are. They won't want you to talk to them after you start talking