One of the ways I actively rebel against my upbringing in a mega church is by drinking instant espresso and refusing to learn how to brew coffee correctly.
have I watched the try guys in the last five years? no. am I fully invested and personally very hurt by ned cheating on the beautiful lovely ariel, his wife and mother of his children? yes absolutely.
Sometime I forget that my little brother is out in the world working his dream and becoming wildly successful. That boy makes me so proud everyday and oh god here come the tears.